I imagine no God. Certainly not the God that permits Rawanda, or Cambodia, or Bosnia, or Armenia, or the Shoah (Holocaust), or cancer in children, or murder, or exceptional pain. Worshipers want to believe in something. They should invest the time helping others instead. Drive past the house of worship and help out at a hospital, fire dept, homeless shelter.
I will give you the actual meaning of life: on the last minute of your life, when you realize there are no more minutes, the sum of your life will be what you did for others. It will not be what you did for yourself, and it will not be the number of times you asked for forgiveness.